Light at the end of the tunnel?

I honestly don't know what I'd do without him. This man of mine.
I think he'd prefer Prince Charming but I like to think of him more as my knight in shining armour. Not that he isn't charming :)

Even after crushing disappointment, hurt feelings and maybe a wee bit defensiveness.......... He has already rallied round to an acceptable extent. To once again support and understand me even if he doesn't agree with my decision. He can STILL see my reasons........ and even though he thinks I'm not making the best decision ........ he accepts it and understands that it's something I feel I've got to do, that I've got to do what feels right and best for me and my children right now. And because it is best for me right now....... It actually becomes inadvertently best for all of us.
Ok I'm aware it's not easy for him to accept, but the difference is, he's trying really hard. And that alone is good enough for me. Because he is coming to terms with my decision, its calming me. I feel a sense of relief.
And even though we are still going to be working our way through and past my decision, I feel at least that because of the conversations we have been having over the last couple of days.......... that we'll be working through it 'together'.
And that, means everything to me. It means everything because I need him. I need his support and understanding. I think I'll be able to get through the turmoil ahead if I know that he is standing beside me. He may not agree, but that he is willing to put that aside, for me........ it just makes me love him even more.


So things have been a little shaky lately........ if we ever needed ttwd, this would be one of those times I think.

I've had quite the calm and less panicked day today :)


Must be something to do with that spanking I had last night :D